We are here once again...its Monday and its time for our weekly review of what I am sure I absolutely did not do this past week. If you want to see what others haven't done, check out MckMama's blog for all the fun Not Me Monday players.
I have not been walking around all week thinking in terms of Not Me. I also don't find it hysterical that my son now tells us "Not Me" when we ask him if its his diaper emitting the noxious fumes.
I did not take pre-cleaning pictures of my kitchen Saturday morning so that I could show everyone how much we cleaned prior to our party. If I did I certainly did not completely forget to take any pictures of the kitchen clean prior to anyone showing up, I also did not forget to take pictures during the party as well.
I am not dreading my upcoming return to work. Nope not me, I am looking forward to going back to my job.
My 2 year old son is not sitting, wide awake in the living room with Daddy right now, at 10:30 at night. If he is, it is definitely not because we let him stay up until almost midnight last night, and then let him take a 3 hour nap today. We know better than that and have not messed up his schedule at all. I am not near tears right now knowing that the littlest guy will be up as well in several hours.
I am not sitting in my office right now printing out copies of my resume for an interview tomorrow morning. Of course I am incredibly prepared, and have had multiple copies of my resume ready for days. My outfit tomorrow is also cleaned, ironed and ready for tomorrow morning. I am cool calm and relaxed....and of course very very ready
If you can tell, I am a little stressed right now. Normally I would not post about work, but right now its on my mind...a lot. Since being out on medical leave I have had the time to do a lot of thinking about what I am doing career wise. I love what I do, but my current position keeps me away from home a lot, and it has had an impact on my boys, it has had an impact on all of us. So now the search begins...and yes I realize that I am not anonymous here, that at any point anyone I work with could find me (I wouldn't be surprised if they already have, although I have not told anyone I work with about my blog), but I have already told my boss that I am looking. I am not up for travel right now, and I don't want to waste my time or money, or theirs, by traveling all over the place. I also don't like to feel like I am sneaking around or being dishonest - its just not how I roll.
Wish me luck in my job search, and pray that I am not too exhausted for my interview tomorrow morning!!